Killing myself with Caffeine

I am back to work - at least temporarily! It's a break from break neck school life - good or bad - I'm not sure yet! I have been given a challenging project. I really like the challenge in the work. But I am also tensed about my ability to deliver. This is not a game any more - where all that matters is a stupid grade in school. This can make or break a company!

I lead the life of a normal working man in Singapore. I use the MRT to commute to work. I walk 10 minutes in the sweaty sun to reach the station. I can stand in a packed commuter train to reach one station - change lines to another train and reach the destination station. I then walk another 10 minutes to reach office.

Office is like any indoor place in Singapore - freezing cold. They all have some tie up with wool manufacturers in the world. There are two seasons in Singapore - inside and outside. Inside is cold and freezing - they probably maintain it at some 15 degrees. Outside is like any other coastal city in the equatorial region - hot and humid. Evenings are better - windy and pleasant.
I sit in office with a lot of data to mine. I need some data and I don't need some. I need to use my brain. I feel happy about that part. But I feel scared I may not deliver. No bright ideas have struck me yet. But I kill myself with Caffeine. I eat biscuits and cookies - as if they would funnel into my brain and give it some energy. Am I really dumb - I wonder!

I look at the news - when I see what's happened in Mumbai - I get angry. I read a lot about India. A lot more than I used to when I lived in Bangalore. I feel happy for the country - its people are awesome. We do so much in spite of so many obstacles- those created by external and internal forces. I pray and hope for the billion countrymen that we find our way in the world.

I switched on the news channels the other evening - watching live pictures from Mumbai. My friends use the trains all the time. It could have been one of them. Luckily, all near and dear ones are fine. But, what's in the mindless killing?

I see the contrast in people from developed countries. People in Singapore have no clue what terrorism means. We did this project on terrorism in the last period. A bunch from Germany, France, Singapore and us - two Indians. They thought terrorism meant Al-qaeda. I told them what we've been through. They still don't understand. These people are most worried about the destination for fishing, the weather in that destination and of course football. I think of the millions of people who have much more basic questions - will I live to see tomorrow? I know so many of my Kashmiri friends - they were thrown out of their homes. They were told to leave by the loud speakers from the mosques. They were told to leave if they wanted to live. They are refugees in their own country.

Back to sipping my caffeine - I need all the luck in the world. Going by where the world's headed, there isn't much luck left in the world! Okay - let's go out in search for extra-terrestrial luck. Let's spread the scum ...

Okhil Babu's letter

I got this forward from a friend.

Okhil Chandra Sen wrote this letter to the Sahibganj divisional railway office in 1909. It is on display at the Railway Museum in New Delhi. It was also reproduced under the caption "Travelers' Tales" in the Far Eastern Economic Review

Okhil Babu's letter to the Railway Department :

"I am arrive by passenger train Ahmedpur station and my belly is too much swelling with jackfruit. I am therefore went to privy. Just I doing the nuisance that guard making whistle blow for train to go off and I am running with 'lotah' in one hand and 'dhoti' in the next when I am fall over and expose all my shocking to man and female women on plateform. I am got leaved at Ahmedpur station.

This too much bad, if passenger go to make dung that dam guard not wait train five minutes for him. I am therefore pray your honour to make big fine on that guard for public sake. Otherwise I am making big report to papers."

Any guesses why this letter was of historic value?
It apparently led to the introduction of toilets on trains in India.

Pallavi Anupallavi

From the world of macroeconomics to the politics of the world, here's my contribution to the God of small things. Pallavi anupallavi is an old kannada movie - in fact the first movie made by Mani Ratnam. It had Anil Kapoor in the lead role.

Among other good things in the movie was the music of Illayaraja. The guy was a true genius. The best song from the movie is called 'Naguva nayana'. This is a must listen - it melts my heart every time I listen to it!

http://www.kannadaaudio.com/Songs/Moviewise/P/PallaviAnupallavi/NaguvaNayana.ram

Sri Lanka in war

Just tune into TV or surf the net - all you hear are about wars everywhere. Islamic militia have taken over Mogadishu, Chechen rebels beheading people, 12 killed in Afghanistan and n killed in Iraq every day. It is sickening how we just can't stand each other and how we don't mind taking each others' lives for whatever cause or reason.

The one war that disturbs me personally is the Sri Lankan civil war. The Tamil tigers(LTTE) are back in action. The Sri Lankan army must be a greater terrorist organization as they don't mind bombing hospitals, churches and civilian areas.

I have fond memories related to Sri Lanka from my childhood. Our neighbours in Pondicherry are of Sri Lankan origin. They are Catholic Tamils from the city of Jaffna. Back in the 80s, India was still confused as to what it wanted to be - a socialistic democracy was the intended destination. Sri Lanka on the other hand was far more developed socially. Social indices such as literacy, life expectancy and capitalistic economy were more towards the South East Asian model rather than the South Asian poverty paradox. I remember my neighbours visiting Ceylon and bringing back gifts for the neighbours and kids in the entire locality. I had a soft ball and a puzzle book from Ceylon as gifts from them at different times.

Rupavahini is the official TV channel of the Sri Lankan state. We had three antennae on our terrace - one for local DD, one for Madras DD and one for Rupavahini. The quality of the Ceylon TV programmes was much better than our own DD's Krishi drashan and magic shows. I remember watching 'Woody wood pecker' on Ceylon TV and would be in awe of what quality programmes are shown there.

That was also the time the entire LTTE movement started gaining ground. There were supposed to have been some training grounds for the LTTE around the woods around Pondicherry. There was a huge amount of sympathy for the Tamil cause - because of the horror stories of suppression by the Sinhalese majority of the minority Tamils in the north and east of the tiny country.

India's own stand was that of sympathy for a long time until the Rajiv Gandhi murder in 1991. Well, that has a lot to do with further muddling in politics by the not-so-great-visionaries of the Nehru-Gandhi family in India.

India's experience in the late 80s made it a very silent spectator of the entire Sri Lankan fiasco. In my opinion, we should have taken much more active interest in the whole issue. It's one thing not to interfere in another country's affairs, but it definitely affects us in a big way. To see what I'm saying, just a visit to the refugee camps in Rameshwaram or Point Calimere would give a perspective on the burning issue there.

Sri Lanka lost a golden chance to resolve the crisis - but the turning point again was the election of the Sinhala hardliners in the Govt. Mahendra Rajapakse is a hawk - and with a terrorist leader like Prabhakaran - it's only expected that the situation would get worse. Today, India will face another refugee crisis. The north and east of Ceylon will go through another ethnic cleansing by both parties.

Those cherished days of a prosperous Sri Lanka where they showed woody wood pecker will just remain a dream. It's funny to see how two countries deal with minorities. In India we go overboard to make sure everything is okay for them from the Govt point of view. In Ceylon, votes are won on the basis of who is more oppressive. And all this is under a so-called Buddhist Govt? This confirms the theory that religion has nothing to do with the agenda of oppressive Govts and even more brutal terrorist organizations.

Missing Bangalore

We've been on this missing Bangalore trip for the last two days! The weather has turned quite Bangalorish here in Singapore - and that always reminds us of the beauty of addiction called Bangalore.

Also chanced upon some snaps of the blooms in Bangalore - felt very nostalgic about the cool crisp air, the blooms of the Gulmohars, the tabebuois and the flame of the forest. A trip to Lalbagh and you can see the nagalinga pushpa. The last time I saw that flower was in Phnom Penh in Cambodia. The hot idly breakfast - though it is possible to have that in Little India here. The walk in DRDO colony to head to expose ourselves to the sun ... Hmmm... have to get back to Macroeconomics now. Enjoy the picture of Lalbagh from last monsoon.

Knock, knock! Who's there?

The biggest worry from the capital markets fluctuation of the past few weeks is that everybody's confused. The consumption data shows slowdown, job growth shows slowdown and there's confusion especially in the emerging markets. India has been badly hit the flight of capital from the stock markets is inexplicable - atleast with my limited reading abilities of analysts' reports.

Ben Bernake has a bit too much in his magic wand. What he says and what he breathes is interpreted, mis-interpreted and re-interpreted depending on whether one is a bear or a bull. The inverted yield curve from 4 months back is gone now. But the signs of confusion are more than visible. Emerging markets like India depend so much on temporary FIIs. This is an awesome video by Columbia guys on how much lies in Bernake's control : http://dealbook.blogs.nytimes.com/?p=2478

The real problem also seems to be with inflation. With oil climbing skyscrapers, it's unlikely that this shock will not slowdown the economy. Historical evidence shows that similar shocks have always resulted in a slowdown. How much does the economy slowdown, determines if there's a recession or not. Anyway, it's a bad time to be in b-school waiting for the big jobs to be made. With inflation, people postpone consumption, which leads to loss of jobs and business downstream and this in turn fuels further slowdown. The govt must react with cutting down interest rates immediately, and encourage consumption so that the economy downstream heats up and propels the engine forward.

What does recession mean to a country like India? To begin with, lower job creation. We've been such fools in not carrying the economic reforms ahead. The left parties always hold back reforms and the Congress Govt itself does not make any bold moves with a puppet PM in place. What it means for b-school would be graduates like us is - possible unemployment! Really hope that doesn't happen.

We are living in some of the most interesting times in the world. The landscape of the world is getting altered like crazy all over. It's only a question of time now when Bush is thrown out of office - China's becoming more powerful and just when Japan is recovering from a long period of deflation and recession, the world's heading the same way again. Latin America and Africa are own their trip!

Anyway, coming back to the topic, the only way out now is some tough talking and action by Bernake and his tribesmen in all countries and hope for the best. Rest is up there!

Salaam Singapura

There are constant debates on where to live and how an Indian is treated in different parts of the world. Whether there is life in a city, the weather, the people, the culture and the language - these are some of the factors that affect decisions in this regard.

Our first week in Singapore was quite traumatic! We were really tired, we couldn't see much vegetarian food food - we saw these massive electronics malls with food courts that had dead ducks hanging all around the walls.... Disgusting - was the only way we described the place. But gradually, when things started falling in place - one starts we started to appreciate the way this place works.

Imagine an immigration authority that welcome you with a smile. Asks your normal questions unlike the stiff upper lipped white man asking " Why have you come to the united States?". "What business brings you to Belgium?". The city-state is really green - the harmony between development and greenary is unmatched, atleast compared to poorer parts of Asia. The air is clean and there's public transport that keeps people connected in a human way. The multi-racial society accepts Indians in particular and any foreigner in general, in an objective manner. The taxis work day and night are so affordable. Just the efficiency of the place takes care of everyday daily activities. And then, you get the time to think of more strategic things for the business or academics! Now that is what is attractive about this place.

Take the story of good vegetarian food. There are plenty of Indian vegeterian restaunarnts in the city. And very affordable even as a staudent. There are movies running at 1 AM everyday. There is no crime at all. Even a woman can walk back home late in the night! The weather is a bit humid and hot - but you can't have everything. The air-conditioners take care of these comforts. Overall, I think it's an amazing place to live in! The regualr rains remind me so much of Bangalore ... imagine Bangalore without the traffic and the pollution ... Yes - Salaam Singapura!

Random bambling

So many thoughts crowded in that grey matter! Whatever, is there of it!

The roller coaster is still on. Who is a friend, who is not a friend, who is nice, who is not nice? Why is someone nice or why is someone not nice? What wrong did I do? What wrong did I say? A multitude of questions, multiple answers … human psychology is insane, perverted and complex! I am sensitive, should I be more sensitive, should I just ignore and lead my own life? Another set of rambling mumblings! There’s so much shit happening in this world. So many people dying as I write so many wars for god-alone-knows-what happening in every nook and corner of the world. The other side of the spectrum, people talk about parties, about how their weekend was – damnit! I don’t want to know!

Should we be cynical and let the world be should we say “No – I’m going to change this world!” Likes, dislikes – endless possibilities, and multiple combinations. What do I want to do, where do I want to be, am I a leader, am I a follower- questions, questions and more questions! Should I think abstract, should it be more solid. Questions pounding the head, questions pounding the brain …. Will return to pound the head and use the brain!

One step forward, two steps back!

Is this how one should best describe India? There is so much optimism that a giant has finally woken up and in the process improve the lives of millions of its children. But the politicians of the country don't care. It's the divide-and -rule policy that continues and only the ruler has changed. The latest row about reservations is in the 'three step back' mode.

Yesterday, in class there was a discussion on the corelation between democracy and prosperity as measured as GDP per capita. There seemed to a fair corelation in most of the world. The outliers were - Singapore, Hong Kong , UAE on the upside. But the loner exception on the downside was India. It pains when you see that everwhere else where there is freedom and democracy, there is prosperity - but not in my beloved country.

Theories to explain the anomaly? May be culturally, we never wanted to improve. May be we are just not ambitious enough a people! The other theory can be that inequality has been created as a result of the caste system. That people have been suppressed for centuries and this is the way they think of life! Whatever the explanation, I would really like to see us go with the rest of the world and converge to the line of corelation. I really wish it does ...

It's the last Compre :-)

Compre is a term in BITSian parlance meaning – exam. It actually stands for comprehensive exam. And like everything else in Bits, it has a nice convenient shortened version. What we are going through in INSEAD makes one feel philosophical. Sometimes, you lose focus of the end goal and get lost in the world of doesn’t matters! Well, I know I’m making no sense here – but I shall type where my fingers take me.

So, all but 1 exam is left. We’ve been doing bad and worse among us. If we thought that the previous period exams were bad, this one’s running at worse right now! So, keeping fingers crossed for now. An easy exam is bad because everyone cracks it and we make the silly errors. A tough exam is bad because we don’t even understand the questions – so in short I hate exams. We hope and pray that this will be the last of the real serious exams to be written in INSEAD and hopefully lifeJ.

Coming back to the last compre phenomenon - we had this thing in BITS wherein the last compre was always neglected in terms of studies because everyone’s excited about going home from a God forsaken desert. Back to the niceties of getting pampered by parents and getting some rest and peace of mind. And guess what, INSEAD is turning out to be exactly like that in those terms. But unfortunately we’re all grown up adults now and the break is over before you even sleep through it!

Hopefully, this will also kick start my ability to write down and document things. Like I’ve always maintained, it’s so important to that in life – I think that’s where we Indians lost out – we forgot to document. It’s the chronicle of experiences that’s nice to go to later and have a laugh over. I’m also going to be playing in a basketball game tomorrow. That’s also not happened for a while now!

Till then …. Back to studies!

Cheers
Duncan

Life's tough! But we're ok :-)

So that’s the new mantra or slogan to keep ourselves calm at b-school! There are so many ways one could get stressed in an environment like this. There’s the whole ordeal of cultural diversity and socializing … trust me it’s not that easy. Especially with the kind and quality of social events, it’s a tough life out here.

Then there’s this whole thing with summer internships. I have got dinged by everyone so far... not one interview call! I was supposed to be a smart guy. But I’m hoping that our day will also come. The work load is pretty crazy – I find myself toggling between studies, applications to companies, networking with peers and alumni – and the list goes on. So it’s tough to do all at the same time … but you still got to do the best of the 43 500 Euros L.

Among other things at school, we are making a few friends too. A few... Mind you! The importance of networking is driven and nailed into the head repeatedly and I understand why now. Okay – this was one scrambled attempt at bogging after a long gap. May be I will be in a better state of mind the next time I feel like bogging … and hopefully my mind’s also clearer than the way it’s behaving now!

One period over

We survived! One whole period. We have 5 periods of 2 months each for the MBA.

So we completed 1 period today with our last exams getting over today. It was a big dejavu only far more intense and the chances of failing are BIG. We have this weird system  of a z-curve in which the mean is at the center and up to to 3 std deviations on either side is tolerated. Beyond that we have to repeat the course :((. The exams were tough and competitive and we still have no clue where we stand in the class. It's very highly likely that I might fail in 2/5 courses - but who knows if somebody screwed up more than me, then may be I'm saved!

So it's time to relax now. We're off to Cambodia for the break - Angkor Watt specifically will be our main destination. I've been dreaming of going there since class 9 I think. It's the largest temple in ruins in the world. Just google on the name - it has very huge Indian influence. That is in fact one thing I've observed in South east Asia - the influence of Indian culture and languages is huge all over. Bali is a Hindu majority state in Indonesia where you find names like Yudhishtir and Pandav even now - where as these names don't exist in India any more!

Anyway back to the topic, end of period - lots of new resolutions taken and lots will be forgotten soon :). It's that time when you sit back and reflect on what went right and what we did wrong. This MBA is a big step, I repeat. It's not a joke to be in with people with such varied experiences - with people who have worked on the stuff your learning in class.

Hello again, Blogworld!

Dear Readers,

Sorry for the break in my communication. Pooja and I are both in INSEAD now. We started session on Jan 9th, 2006. It's been a life shaking experience since then. We're slowly coming out of the shock!

Okay - imagine you are in a cozy little tent by the river side. You know that you can't live just by the side of the river and never even venture into it. You know that the river will be cold. It's a Himalayan river after all! You know that you can't sit in your cozy little tent all your life. You decide to shake up and wake up and prepare for your venture into the mighty Ganges. So you start arranging for the logistics, prepare yourself mentally.

But when the time for the plunge actually arrives, and you take the plunge - you feel the cold. You are mentally prepared but still reality bites! The river's flowing at an alraming pace - it's icy cold! People who've been ther before are doing much better than you. Your raft is going through rapids and rocks and beaches. The river's flowing downstream, there's no way you can row against the current and get back upstream!

MBA is the same story. So those of you sitting by the shores and waiting for God-alone-knows-what, think about it! The river's calling .. Can you hear it? May be you won't hear me that often while I'm in the river.

Log off for now - but promise to be back soon.

Cheers
Duncan

The last month

The last month has been really hectic.

The first thing I remember that happened last month was that INSEAD gave me also an admit!! So that puts to rest the huge question of how we were going to deal with separation. It was the happiest day in our lives :)). So then, we celebrated with a nice dinner and beer at Rice Bowl on Lavelle Road. Immediately after the celebrations, it was time to start working on all kinds of things. Sale of items at home, the loans, the tickets and so on and so on. The list is endless!! We are now in shape to leave in 10 days' time. It's been one really hectic journey.

The financing was the biggest question mark. An angel came in the form of Deepthi - my cousin who lives in the US now. She agreed to co-sign a loan from IEFC for me. There was a point in time when we wondered if it was worth putting in all the effort of convincing the Adcom that I'm worth it - whether it the MBA is only for really rich people from the really rich countries. It's amazing there are organisations like IEFC and there are people like Deepthi :).

Next thing was to sell all the stuff at home. We are going to completely shift out of Bangalore - move to Singapore. The B-school dream. And that too, in our dream B-school, INSEAD. There is one problem in this compared to IIMA. It was so easy to tell folks and friends in India, that I had an admit from IIMA. But, INSEAD needed explanantion and riders stating that it is ranked No.6 in the world! And then even tougher, convincing them that the 'investment' was worth it. One thing we always wondered, was the way people ranted about their b-school experience. What did they mean by it? Well, since we're almost there, we'll experience it ourselves!!

Office work seems to be in control. But, I'm going to be working till Jan 4th next year. Yes, I need every paisa possible. This b-school is costly. Every b-school outside India is costly. Someday, we'll work on a loan scheme that's available right here in our doorsteps in India. I'm also going to be taking every other loan available in town - we need to live and eat too :)

We've also been having people over to enable them to say Goodbye to us and wish us luck. We need all the luck in the world! We're entering this new unknown world. But there's one thing out there - the Brand and the experience. Singapore's going to be different. It's not like India, it's not going to be like US or Europe - it's a different combination of peoples.

There's no TV at home. Life without the idiot box is difficult. We just realized how much of a stress buster this TV is. Especially missing some good cricket action .. The very idea that you give control of your mind to something else, something external - that's how the TV watching works!

Then set in this huge inertia. I haven't blogged in a while! So it I decided it was time to convert the inertia of rest to ineria of motion. So hopefully, I will blog regularly for the next few days :)

Roger Binny

We both bunked office yesterday mainly to work on the loans for Pooja's INSEAD admission. So we had to spend half a day in Canara Bank Indiranagar. We were made to wait and wait for every little progress possible in the deal. The most exciting part of the wait finally was when Roger Binny walked into the bank and stood in a line for the teller. I told Pooja I know him and he's Binny and thanks to her encouragement I went and asked him if he was Binny. He said yes and I came back happy. Then again I ran out after he left the bank and got his autograph :-). That was the most exciting event in the bank in the morning!

 

Anyway, rest of the day went really well. Later in the day we went to KSCA for a bookfair happening there. In the Pavilion, was Binny's portrait. I went on a little memory lane trip on his bowling. I remember him as being a star in the 1983 world cup win as well as the 1985 Benson and Hedges World series in Australia. I have very fond memories of that world series under Gavaskar's captaincy. Waking up at 5 o'clock in the morning to watch India get almost every team all out. And of Kapil and Vengsarkar's batting - of Ravi Shastri splendid all-round performance - of Srikanth's blitzkriegs - and of course of Roger Binny's swing and Mohinder Amarnath's batting and walk-bowling :-)

Power of Gandhi

I'd seen this ad of Italian Telecom sometime back. Just chanced upon it again today.

The power of Gandhi is a well-debated topic. The power of Gandhiji is the inherent strength in the concept of non-violence. It's again debatable whether non-violence was the right approach to win our freedom. Every other nation on earth went through some really violent struggles for nationhood. They value that freedom. I don't know if that means we take freedom for granted. Whether we would've been a more disciplined society. I guess not!

When India got independence, we could've taken two different paths - one is the way we are today a single nation politically, but more of a continent, culturally. The other way could be that we got split into independent nation states and princely monarchies. We would very well been another Africa - civil wars and tribal rivalries and equally forgotten to the rest of the world.

That's exactly the power of Gandhi! It's him who got us our spiritual maturity and political democracy. Salute to the Father of the nation!

Do watch this ad!

The Passion of Christ - the Movie

This movie will go down as the worst movie we have ever tried to watch! I say 'tried' because we couldn't watch it! What is point in making a movie so gross and so cruel and just show the sufferings of Jesus through the process of crucifixion.

It's the most atrocious attempt to show that Jesus suffered for us. There is so much violence shown against one man. We couldn't understand how human beings can be so cruel! Of an entire lot of guys trying to inflict wounds to a lone unarmed guy.

We wanted to watch it for just curiosity! Really regret that decision. For others, please .. to maintain your sanity, don't watch this movie! Don't even plan it.

The Crusades

We've been trying to catch up on the series on The Crusades on the history channel. My God! I had no idea that the crusades were so brutal and vengeful. Violence and so much of it to prove what? That My God is greater than yours!! The way the crusaders butchered and vanquished anything that came in their way is quite gross.

Here are two religions trying to take control of the 'Holy land' - Jerusalem. In a way, the persecution of the Jews started right then. I guess it started much earlier, but they bore the brunt quite some bit during the crusades. The word 'Jihad' was born in that period meaning holy war. I don't understand the concept of war - even less of 'spiritual wars'. What is the point?

The Abrahamic religions are very different from the eastern religions. Hinduism, Buddhism, Jainism and Taoism are very mystical. And the western religions have something in them to prove that they're better than the others. The concept that 'only my way' is weird. Quite a contrast to what we are used to in terms of pluralism.

Christian crusaders described the Muslims as Pagans and the Muslims described the Christians as Infidels! Today these are the most dominant religions in the world in terms of numbers and wealth. Though the depth of belief in the Christian society is much lesser than the faith in the Muslim religion.

Religion itself is a oncept introduced for the sheep that follow the shepherd. The Abrahamic religions were spread with the concepts of devil, fear and heaven/hell concepts. So in today's individualistic societies, is there place for religion? I guess not.

There must've been some level of fanaticism that fuelled wars for 3 centuries! The kind of injuries and fatalities inflicted by the crusaders are part of Muslim folklore even today. Doesn't help much in the cause of world peace in the unstable world of today.

It's a very interesting series and gives a good insight into western religious conflicts. Yes, I'm on a history trip these days :)

Who are my ancestors?

I came across a very interesting link about tracing human ancestral trees. Independent of that, I've wondered about my own ancestors. I don't know why it matters, but somehow I feel the urge to know what they did for a living, where they lived, how and why they migrated. I have only wondered about these questions and probably won't do more than that. But I'd love to speculate on them.

I belong to a Madhva family that has origins in Coimbatore. Now, that itself is a mystery in today's conditions. How did my ancestors land up in Coimbatore. They were probably just scholars or temple priests and probably moved to places where they had work. Traditionally, brahmins never owned anything in terms of property. So, brahmins never had any great emotions attached to a particular place or state or kingdom.

So who are the Brahmins? Should I believe in the Aryan invasion theory. I came across some very interesting points of view while researching this on the web. Firstly, I have always refused to believe that I'm Aryan. But if I'm Dravidian, why is my skin colour lighter than other proclaimed Dravidians? So, may be I'm a mix - which is most probably the case. I have wondered if our origins can be traced back to say, the Caspian Sea or the African continent. May be the Dravidians came from there - like some people say, the most original Dravidians are in the Andaman Islands.

What is Hinduism? Was it the religion or way of life of the Aryans or Dravidians? I had a theory regarding Ramayana and Mahabharata. Rama and Co were the Aryans and Ravana represented the Dravidians. And Ramayana was a propaganda war to enslave the dravidians. But somehow, things don't fit in with this theory! Dravidians were supposed to be worshippers of Shiva and Aryans of  Vishnu. But the concept of Vaishnavism was completely in the south! So again things don't fall in place. So I don't believe in my own theory any longer.

May be, then, that Hinduism was the religion of the natives. Aryans just came in and got localized? What about the theory that the Rig Veda was written on the banks of the Saraswathi which was probably in Iran when the Aryans were moving from West to East? What about the Sanskrit origins of Aryan languages like German and Polish etc? So, there is some connection.

Lots and lots of things to figure out. It may not be important, but I'm just curious. Hope I will find answers soon .. somewhere .. Till then, I will keep time travelling on the blog.

Whistle-blower!

Manjunath was an honest man. He wanted to set right a few things. He was just doing his job. But, he's been killed just for doing his job. I salute his conviction and his ability to stand by what he believed was the right thing to do. But, did he have to pay the price with his life?

What is this society we are trying to create? Corruption! The word is so rampant in our daily lives. We accept it for convenience. We always shrug our shoulders and say what can one man do. We accept defeat even before the battle begins. He was 27 years old. IIM-Lucknow. SJCE, Mysore before that. Nice brands. Big future! Good career. Does his death have a meaning?

Corruption itself can be of several kinds. The common form of corruption we see in India is people and officers taking bribes to do just their job. Ministers and politicians take money to just shut their mouths. If they remain silent on an issue, it's bad! If they talk, it's even worse! Deve Gowda - the man who holds Bangalore's future in his hands the biggest example. Lalu Yadav - held Bihar in darkness to achieve his own goals - which are themselves not recognizable to the common man. We see it rampant in every Government office. Is there a solution?

This is the second such death in recent times. SK Dubey, of the IIT Kanpur fame, did the same job, that of a whistle-blower. He too was just blown away, just like that! Isn't death too heavy a price to pay for honesty?